“You can’t run from the things in your life that happen, and that’s all I ever wanted to do: just pretend they don’t exist,” Cara Delevingne reflects in a sit-down interview with Vogue editor Chioma Nnadi, filmed at Delevingne’s home in Los Angeles to accompany her April cover story.
The 30-year-old model and actor is used to discussing her history with mental illness and addiction; she spoke out about the depression she faced as a teenager when she first covered Vogue, in 2015. Yet as her struggles have become more public in recent months, she’s been the subject of painful scrutiny. “I got hired a lot to talk about and advocate for things like mental health for people that are struggling, but wow, when I’m struggling myself, that’s not okay—bye,” she says. “That’s the business, and it’s sad to see.”
These days, Delevingne is enjoying the firsts that accompany her healing process (she opts for that term over “recovery,” saying: “You don’t recover, and that’s okay…I prefer ‘healing,’ because I’m constantly doing it”). She was excited to experience her first sober Christmas and New Year’s this past year, and she’s deeply focused on making sure others who share her pain are able to witness and learn from what she’s going through. “Your life can change, if you give yourself a chance to really be who you are and sit in that uncomfortability, because my God, it’s uncomfortable!” she admits. “But it gets better—and it’s worth it.”
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If you or someone you know is struggling, call the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration National Helpline, 1-800-662-HELP (4357). Help is available 24 hours a day, 365 days a year.
Director: Posy Dixon
Director of Photography: Jess Dunlap
Editor: Evan Allan
Senior Producer, Vogue: Jordin Rocchi
Associate Director, Creative Development, Vogue: Billie JD Porter
Camera Operator: Tamara Santos
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Gaffer: Ron Arredondo
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Audio: Glo Marie
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Stylist: Rob Zangardi and Mariel Haenn
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Makeup Artist: Tonya Brewer
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Production Coordinator: Ava Kashar
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Line Producer: Romeeka Powell
Senior Director, Production Management: Jessica Schier
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Supervising Editor: Kameron Key
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Entertainment Director, Vogue: Sergio Kletnoy
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